… I am trying to heed God’s calling. I am listening to that still, small voice inside my head and realizing I can’t do it all on my own. I need the calmness and guidance God brings to my life.
… I am becoming more and more comfortable in myself. I don’t question my decisions and capabilities as much, and I am learning what it means to be independent. And the sassiness is brings to the outside me is so worth all the years I spent doubting myself.
… I am loving the single life. I’m realizing I’m not quite ready to lay my heart on the line and I’m not in the right place to put my full attention into a relationship. For once, I am content in my singleness and it feels amazing.
… I am preparing for another vacation. On Thursday, my mom and I leave on our second cruise of 2012 where we will spend 4 days on the Carnival Paradise. We stop in Cozumel, Mexico on Saturday and I’m excited for the cruise itself, as well as time to relax and soak up the last of my big vacation plans of this year.
… I am trying to stop over analyzing a situation that went from amazing to awful in the space of a week. My heart still hurts from it.
… I continue to feel a tug in my soul to make a big move to a new state. I’ve never lived outside of Florida and haven’t lived more than 30 minutes from my mom my entire life so it scares me to death. But at the same time, I think I have to try it. At the very least, I want to keep my heart and mind open to the idea of moving to a big city.
… My vacation calendar for 2013 is already filling up. Between another cruise (we’re looking into 7-day cruises that stop in Puerto Rico!), the possibility of Bloggers in Sin City 2013, and maybe a summer trip to Montreal to visit a favorite person of mine… it’s time to start saving!
… I am learning that what I want out of life is not always going to be in line with what other people think I should be doing. Then again, whose life am I living?
… Have been contemplating getting a tattoo. Which is completely out of character for me, so we’ll see if I ever have the guts to actually do it!
… I am preparing for a month-long sabbatical from blogging and social media. I’m really excited about it and interested to see how it quiets my mind and helps my productivity. But I’m also worried about being away for so long and if I can stay away!
… I am living in the moment. I am content. I am open to what’s coming up next in my life. I am happy.