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What I’m Reading (3.18.19)

Happy Monday! I had a really lovely weekend that was the perfect mix of social time and downtime to suit my introverted soul. I had a great therapy appointment on Friday afternoon followed by an evening of planning my Ireland itinerary. Saturday, I got to see a friend’s new house and float around in her pool for hours, as well as celebrate Chip’s first birthday and enjoy game night with the fam. And then, on Sunday, I spent the whole day in my pajamas! Divine!

This week, I finished two books, including one that is probably going to make my favorites list for the year. Let’s get into it.

The Secret Life of CeeCee Wilkes by Diane Chamberlain (★★★★★)

I listened to this story on audio, and it was such a fantastic listening experience. Since the print book is around 500 pages, it’s not a short listen (it’s nearly 14 hours), but it was so worth every minute. When this novel begins, the remains of a pregnant woman who disappeared in 1977, Genevieve Russell, are found. A man named Timothy is charged with her murder but her unborn baby is nowhere to be found. But CeeCee Wilkes knows that Timothy isn’t responsible for Genevieve’s death, and she also knows what happened to the unborn baby because she has raised the baby as her own. Crazy plot, right? It’s so twisty-turny in the best possible way and I was just in awe of the author’s writing ability. It all felt so believable and heartbreaking, while also being sweet and human and raw because the novel takes you back to how CeeCee happened to raise this baby and also what the ensuing two decades were like for CeeCee, the baby, and their family. A must-read, in my opinion!

The Brutal Telling by Louise Penny (★★★☆☆)

The Brutal Telling is the fifth book in the Chief Inspector Armand Gamache series, and it starts with a dead body being found in the bistro in Three Pines. The murdered man is unknown to everyone in the tiny village but suspicions abound surrounding the bistro’s owner, Olivier, especially as Gamache and his team dig into Olivier’s past and find some troubling answers. I found this mystery to be very slow-paced for me (it took me nearly two weeks to finish it as I just never felt like picking it up) and had an unsatisfying ending, so meh. Not my favorite in this series.

I’m currently reading…

> Dating-Ish by Penny Reid. This is a fun contemporary romance that I started over the weekend. I’m over halfway through it and it’s great so far. I never want to put it down!

> From the Corner of the Oval by Beck Dorey-Stein, on audio. Originally, I wasn’t planning on reading to this memoir by an Obama White House stenographer, but it has gotten rave reviews from many trusted sources so I’m giving it a try. It’s a much more light-hearted read than other memoirs from Obama staffers and I’m really enjoying it so far!

> My Sister, the Serial Killer by Oyinkan Braithwaite. I’m starting this quick fiction book today, which I suggested to my book club for our March read. So far, one friend loved it and another was “meh” about it, so we’ll see which camp I fall into!

What are you reading?

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What I’m Reading (3.11.19)

I’ve been in a bit of a reading slump. It’s a weird feeling because I don’t really get into reading slumps and yet, here I am. I thought about throwing my TBR list to the wind and just picking up a book that piques my interest, but I think the best course of action is to lean into it. Let my mind be occupied by other things. Binge watch a TV show, scroll through Instagram, play copious amounts of games on my phone. This reading slump doesn’t have to mean anything and I don’t need to try to push through the feeling. I’m still reading… but at a much slower pace. (For example, I start The Brutal Telling by Louise Penny on Monday and I’m only 100 pages in.) I pick it up when I want and don’t force myself to read if I don’t want to. This too shall pass, right? At least I hope so.

I’m wondering, though, if the reading slump is due to The Grapes of Wrath, which I started reading last weekend and ended up abandoning this week. The first 85 pages were painfully boring and the dialect was hard to read. It made reading feel like a chore, so I dropped it and didn’t feel one iota of guilt about it. I *may* try to listen to the audiobook version buuuut it’s a 21-hour audiobook and I don’t know if I have it in me to devote that much time to this story.

With that said, I still finished two books this week. (*emoji of a monkey with his hands over his eyes*) They were both contemporary romances, though, and this genre is my kryptonite and also the best thing for me to read if I’m in a funk or a reading slump.

Josh and Hazel’s Guide to Not Dating by Christina Lauren (★★★★★)

Oh my heavens above, I loved this sweet contemporary romance novel so, so much. I actually stayed up late last Sunday night to finish it because I just couldn’t go to sleep without knowing what was going to happen with Hazel and Josh. Hazel is a free-spirited, quirky elementary school teacher who desperately wants to find love but she’s yet to find someone who wants her to be her full self. Most guys like the quirkiness of her personality at first, but then want her to calm down and be more “normal” as time goes on, and she isn’t about that. Josh, on the other hand, is her polar opposite, a calm and serious man who just found out his girlfriend of two years has been cheating on him for quite a long time. Hazel wants to cheer him up, so she proposes that they set each other up on blind double dates. Of course, throughout the course of their dates (most of which go horribly awry!), they start to fall for each other. My heart broke for both these characters as they came to terms with their feelings and the vulnerability of falling for their best friend. It was a fun, easy read with a lot of heart, and I am just so glad Christina Lauren’s books exist in this world.

The Sweetest Thing by Jill Shalvis (★★★★☆)

I picked up this contemporary romance over the weekend, and I am so glad I did because I really think it helped me get over my reading slump. It’s the second book in the Lucky Harbor series, following two characters who were introduced in the first one. Tara and Ford met 17 years ago during the summer and had a whirlwind fling – a fling that resulted in a pregnancy. While Ford wanted her to keep the baby and marry him, Tara made the decision to leave Lucky Harbor and give the baby up for adoption. Now they’re two adults in their mid-thirties who want to believe they’ve moved on, but when Tara appears in Lucky Harbor again, sparks fly and it’s time for them to decide if they have what it takes to make a relationship work. This book fulfilled everything I wanted in a romance: witty dialogue, a realistic plot, and steamy bedroom scenes, and reaffirms my love for Jill Shalvis.

I’m currently reading…

> The Secret Life of CeeCee Wilkes by Diane Chamberlain, on audio. I only have two hours left in this audiobook, and it’s been such a great story to listen to. (The narrator is fantastic!) I am very nervous to see how everything turns out, though!

> The Brutal Telling by Louise Penny. As I mentioned above, I’m not very far into this novel and it’s really unlike me to slog through a Louise Penny mystery, so I’m hoping that the reason for the slog was due to trying to read The Grapes of Wrath simultaneously. TGOW was totally bringing me down!

What are you reading?

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What I’m Reading (3.4.19)

Happy Monday, friends! I am feeling good after a really relaxing weekend. There were plenty of naps, as well as family game night with my brother, nephew, and mom. We played a three-and-a-half hour game of Monopoly where we had these bouts of laughing so hard our sides hurt. I’m still thinking about some of the stuff that happened and giggling to myself! Those are the best kinds of nights. <3

This week, I finished reading one book, abandoned another book, and am currently in the middle of reading three books. The book I abandoned, Tell Me More by Kelly Corrigan, was a surprising one to me. I think it might be a case of reading a book at the wrong time, so I may try to pick it up at another time, but I wasn’t connecting with it. The book also dealt with the death of the author’s father and best friend, and I’m still heavily grieving my grandfather’s unexpected and traumatic death so that part of the book was too much for me to handle right now. I think I may try to come back to it in a year or so when my grief isn’t so raw.

The Light We Lost by Jill Santopolo (★★☆☆☆)

Dozens of my friends have read this book and loved it. So many five-star ratings and exclamations of how sweet this book is. So, I picked it up thinking I was going to read a really sweet love story… and was sorely disappointed in it. It follows Lucy and Gabe, two people who meet in college (on 9/11, no less) and have an immediate connection with each other. But life has other plans and they don’t meet again until a year later, and this time, their love feels fated. Unfortunately, when Gabe is offered a job as a photojournalist in the Middle East, they make the tough decision to break up because Lucy’s life and her career in TV are in New York, and she’s not willing to give it all up for him. What follows after that is thirteen years of pining, of desire, of love. Annnd… of really selfish decisions made on the part of both Lucy and Gabe. I found Lucy to be a difficult person to relate to and wanted to shake her due to the choices she made. Apparently, though, I was told that because I don’t have a past love like the one Lucy and Gabe had, I couldn’t understand why they felt this pull to one another. I call bullshit on that. I agree that there are just some loves we have where there’s an intensity and a connection that cannot be explained or replicated with anyone else. But I don’t agree that that means that love supersedes everything else. I don’t believe that it gives someone permission to hurt people in their lives and to make selfish decisions that can have massive ramifications.

I’m currently reading…

> Josh and Hazel’s Guide to Not Dating by Christina Lauren. Oh boy, do I love a good friends-to-lovers romance, and this one is delivering. I’m nearly finished with it (less than 100 pages to go), and it’s been such a fun read.

> The Secret Life of CeeCee Wilkes by Diane Chamberlain, on audio. I’ve had this book on my Goodreads want-to-read list for years (originally added it to my list in 2013!), and I chose it because it was one of the few audiobooks available on Overdrive that didn’t have a wait. I’m a few hours in, and it’s so intriguing!

> The Grapes of Wrath by John Steinbeck. I was never assigned to read this book in high school, so I’m reading it to fulfill my yearly goal of reading four “classics.” It’s a pretty hefty book (nearly 500 pages), so I imagine I’ll be sitting with this one for a little while.

What are you reading?

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What I’m Reading (2.25.19)

Happy Monday! I have three book reviews for you today so I’m definitely back on track with my crazy reading pace after a slow start to February reading. I’ll probably end up rounding out the month with three more books to bring my total to 10 books read in February. Yay!

Here are my reviews:

The Last King by Katee Robert (★★★★☆)

After Beckett’s father dies, he is shocked to find out that his father willed his childhood home to his aunt, a woman both Beckett and his father detested. Beckett is determined to learn how this happened, so he begins to flirt with his aunt’s assistant, the beautiful Samara, in order to find out. Samara has her own motives for getting close to Beckett, though, as she’s been tasked by his aunt to get some dirt about Beckett so she can force him to sell his father’s company to her (a long time ago, Beckett’s aunt was passed over for CEO for the company Beckett now runs, and she’s held a grudge against the company and Beckett ever since). But, as with every romance novel, this is not a story of revenge and backstabbing. It’s a story of Beckett and Samara, who cannot deny the chemistry between them even though they try to. This romance is steamy but I loved it so much. Beckett and Samara were so perfect for each other, and their chemistry jumped off the pages. Samara was such a badass heroine, and I was so glad to see her get a happy ending.

Landwhale: On Turning Insults Into Nicknames, Why Body Image Is Hard, and How Diets Can Kiss My Ass by Jes Baker (★★★☆☆)

Jes Baker’s memoir of living as a fat person in a fatphobic society is a difficult one. She takes readers deep into her life, starting with her childhood and the troublesome relationship she had with her father, and moving into adulthood and what it’s like to date and travel and live as a fat person. I found portions of this book to be illuminating for me, especially her thoughts on dating, but most of her essays didn’t fully meet my expectations. I can’t even put my finger on why I didn’t fully love this book; maybe it’s just that I’ve read my fair share of body-positive memoirs and this one just fell short in terms of writing and the depth explored in the essays.

There, There by Tommy Orange (★★★☆☆)

There, There is a novel that seeks to explore the experiences of urban Natives, those who never grew up on a reservation and may not even feel much of a connection to their Native culture but still feel the pull to understand this part of themselves. Each chapter introduces a new character, and it was hard to keep them all straight, so at one point, I just stopped. I looked at each chapter as a short story, a new exploration of all the ways racism and poverty and addiction affect the Native population in different ways. Each chapter mentions a powwow, which is the culmination of all the stories and how they all begin to converge into one. It’s an ambitious novel, but it didn’t fully pull me in like I wanted it to. There were just too many characters and it was hard to build empathy for any of them.

I’m currently reading…

> The Light We Lost by Jill Santopolo. I’ll finish this quick novel today, as it has been moving fast for me. It’s a novel that so many of my friends have loved but there’s something about it that’s rubbing me the wrong way. I’m interested to see how it ends, though, and how I’ll feel about it.

Next up on my reading list is…

> Tell Me More: Stories about the 12 Hardest Things I’m Learning to Say by Kelly Corrigan. So excited to dive into this nonfiction book this week! I’ve had this on my TBR list for a while, and it’s a pretty slim book (under 250 pages) so it should be a quick read for me.

> Josh and Hazel’s Guide to Not Dating by Christina Lauren. Ooh, am I excited for this contemporary romance! I added it to my Amazon cart on a whim a few weeks ago, and I can’t wait to start reading it this week.

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What I’m Reading (2.20.19)

I didn’t put up my weekly reading update on Monday because I had much more exciting news to share, so I’m publishing it today! Last week, I finished three books (and all were five-star reads!) so I’m back on track for my usual reading speed. 🙂 I’m pretty sure I’ll finish another three this week, so I’m feeling good about my reading life right now. Here are my reviews:

Anne of Green Gables by L.M. Montgomery (★★★★★)

I was worried that my reread of Anne of Green Gables wouldn’t hold up, that maybe the story was only meant for younger me. I am pleased to announce that the opposite is true, and I enjoyed this book so much the second time around. I read it at the perfect time, when I really needed a story that was sweet and light-hearted. For those unfamiliar, Anne of Green Gables follows the precocious Anne Shirley as she is adopted by Matthew and Marilla Cuthbert, a brother and sister pair, at the age of 11. Throughout the book, she gets into a fair amount of trouble, as a girl with a big imagination is wont to do, and readers follow her journey from ages 11 to 16, watching her grow into a beautiful, kind woman. I loved every single page of this novel and was sad when it ended since it meant stepping out of Anne’s world for a bit, but I’m excited to read the next seven books in the series.

They Can’t Kill Us All: Ferguson, Baltimore, and a New Era in America’s Racial Justice Movement by Wesley Lowery (★★★★★)

Wesley Lowery is one of the most influential voices reporting on police killings and racial justice, and this book was so powerful. It begins with Michael Brown’s death because that’s where Lowery began his journey, as he traveled to Ferguson to report on the protests and was arrested with another journalist at a McDonald’s (they were both released pretty quickly). The book chronicles the next few years after Michael Brown’s death, as the Black Lives Matter movement begins and gains a following. It details more deaths of black men at the hands of police and the protests that follow. It’s an infuriating read, a book that had me exclaiming out loud multiple times because I was so enraged. If you’re committed to becoming a better ally and learning as much as you can about racial justice, this book is a must-read.

I Let You Go by Clare Mackintosh (★★★★★)

Oh boy, do I love a good thriller, especially one that makes has me flipping back to the beginning of the book when a big twist is revealed. I devoured this thriller in a few days because I just could not put it down, although I’ll admit that the beginning 40% was slow and read more like a police procedural than a thriller. But I knew a twist was coming and I could not predict what it was for the life of me! This book is about a hit-and-run accident that kills a little boy, who was running across the street to his home when he was struck by a car. The driver drives away and what follows is a story about how this little boy’s death reverberates through the community, especially between the two police officers who are tasked to find the driver and bring him or her to justice. Definitely add this one to your list if you love a good thriller. (Although content warning for violence against women, which is quite graphic in parts.)

I’m currently reading…

Landwhale: On Turning Insults Into Nicknames, Why Body Image Is Hard, and How Diets Can Kiss My Ass by Jes Baker, on audio. (I really need nonfiction authors to calm down on the length of their subtitles, sheesh.) I’m about halfway through it and it’s been… okay so far. I think Jes Baker has an important story to tell but I’m not sure it’s fully landing with me.

The Last King by Katee Robert, my romance pick for the week. I’m nearly finished – I have maybe 30% left – and it has been such a steamy read! Whew! I would have no problem rating it five stars right now, but we’ll see how all the loose ends tie up.

There, There by Tommy Orange, for book club. I’m a little over 100 pages into this novel, and I’m really enjoying it. It’s much different than I imagined and there are a ton of characters and I’m not yet sure how all of their stories will relate, but I’m looking forward to finding out.

What are you reading?