Recurring Series

Five for Friday (v. 116)

1) A happy doctor’s appointment

I had my follow-up doctor’s appointment this week to go through my bloodwork. I was a little nervous about this appointment. While my A1C had decreased back down to prediabetes, it was at the tippy-top of that range. I worried that she would feel that it hadn’t decreased enough and would want to start me on medication. (I likely would have asked for another 3 months to see if I could bring down the number further if she had recommended medication.) But I needn’t have worried because my doctor was so pleased with my results! She also reminded me that in 2022, my A1C was normal, so it is possible to get back there. And I’ve shown myself that I can make changes and improve my bloodwork, so I just have to keep on keeping on!

We also talked through some of the other parts of my bloodwork that were a little troublesome. Even though my total cholesterol is normal, my other cholesterol numbers remain fairly high (and have been high for several years). The plan is to continue to improve my diet and physical activity, and then retest everything in three months. She also wants to do some extra tests to see if my high cholesterol numbers are affecting my blood/veins (honestly, she said a lot of long, sciency words here, and I don’t remember much). But basically, she just wants to make sure everything is looking good inside my body, even with high triglycerides/HDL/etc.

The other troublesome result was my low iron. I’ve always struggled with iron (I have a really hard time giving blood because I rarely make the cut-off for my iron levels!), but now I’m in iron-deficient anemia. Usually, taking an iron supplement stabilizes my iron levels, so that’s what I’ll be doing again. I’m hoping this will help me feel a bit more alive during the day. While being on CPAP therapy has improved my energy levels a lot, I am still a sleepy girl most of the time, and I wonder if my low iron levels are contributing to that feeling. It will be interesting to see if I have more energy after being on this supplement for a while!

Have I talked about my health enough these days? Oof.

2) Lila turns 7

Yesterday was Lila’s birthday! Now I have two seven-year-old daughters. Here are seven things you should know about Lila:

She is a whore for treats. She will jump up on my dining room table multiple times a day and give me a squeaky meow, and she is just so damn cute that I find it hard to deny her. I need to cut down on the amount of treats she gets, but ugh, that little face and tiny meow get me every time!
She hates being picked up. The only time I have anxiety when it relates to my cats is when I know I have to get Lila in a carrier. She doesn’t let me pick her up on a normal day (if I do manage to pick her up, she brings out her claws and acts like I’m trying to murder her), so getting her in a carrier is a process. I’ve finally figured out a method for getting her into the carrier quickly, but ugh, she always makes the saddest meows when I’m trying to grab her and it breaks my heart.
She loves morningtime snuggles. Every morning when I pull off my CPAP mask and turn off my machine, I know I’ll hear her little trill as she jumps up on my bed for pets. It never fails; within just 30 seconds, she knows it’s time for snuggles! This is one of the only times she will let me snuggle her close to my body and kiss the top of her head. If I tried this any other time of the day, she’d act like I was crazy. But in these early morning moments before I’m fully awake, I get to snuggle with my girl and it’s my very favorite thing.
She’s shy and timid. Oh, how I wish the people in my life could enjoy Lila as much as I do! Alas, she is always hiding when people come over. The only person she’ll come out for is my mom, but everyone else is off-limits. Even my cat sitter never sees Lila when she comes over! Whenever there’s a knock at the door, she immediately hightails underneath the couch where she will stay until the people leave.
She loves a weird sleeping spot. On my stinky running shoes? Check. Curled up with a set of hand weights? Check. On top of my tote bag? Check. Using a hardcover book as a pillow? Check. Sleeping on top of my planner with the spirals cutting into her stomach? Check. This girl will sleep anywhere and everywhere she damn well pleases.
She is SO fluffy. You haven’t known soft until you pet Lila. She is so soft and fluffy, and petting her belly makes all of my problems go away. There is something healing in being able to pet her soft fur and hear her little purrs.
She has a quiet but squeaky meow. I wish I could get her meow on video, but it’s just so quiet that it’s hard to hear at times. A lot of times, she just makes this adorable “ah” sound when she meows, but when she really wants to get my attention, she gives me a louder, squeakier meow. I call her Sissy Squeaks a Lot when she does this. 🙂

3) The switch to Prozac

I am currently finishing up my first week on Prozac, and things are… okay. I started to get nervous that the taper process was coming to a head last week. I had a night of extreme anxiety and couldn’t sleep. Whenever that happens, I get worried that my body is telling me that something has happened to my mom. Thankfully, I wouldn’t have to wait too long to make sure she was okay, as we had signed up for a 6am HIIT class together. Around 5:45am, I checked the Find My Friends app, and sure enough, her little dot was moving in the direction of the gym. Crisis averted! Another time this week, I started having anxiety right before bed, so I called her even though it was late. I had to remind myself that she told me to call her when I was feeling anxious, and if what I need to feel calm is to see her on FaceTime, then that’s what I need to do.

That has been the worst of the anxiety episodes lately, though, and I’m starting to feel like I got off pretty easily with the taper process. Hopefully, I am through the worst and can start feeling the difference of being on Prozac.

4) Workout clothes

Where is everyone buying their workout clothes these days? On Wednesday night, my HIIT instructor decided to start our class by having us run around the room for a few minutes, which is fine, but I quickly learned that the shorts I was wearing were a little too loose. It’s not very comfortable to run when I’m trying to hold up my pants! On the one hand, yay! Great problem to have! On the other, oof. Time to invest in some new clothes that I’m not constantly having to adjust throughout class. Usually, I would buy something from Target or Amazon, but since I’m trying to lessen my reliance on these stores, I’m on the market for another place to shop for workout clothes. Maybe Old Navy? I don’t want to spend a ton of money since I am hoping to lose more weight, so these aren’t going to be investment pieces.

5) Weekend plans

It will be another low-key (ish) weekend, which I am all about these days! I don’t have any plans tonight. Tomorrow, I only have a writing date with Mikaela on the schedule. And Sunday is Mother’s Day! I will obviously spend it with my mom. We’re going to do a bike ride with my brother and older nephew and then do lunch afterward. It will be a lovely afternoon!

Where do you buy your workout clothes? What are your weekend plans?

Categories: Recurring Series

Five for Friday (v. 115)

1) PetGPT

I couldn’t help myself: I turned the pets in my life into humans, using ChatGPT. The results were phenomenal!

Eloise looks like she’s the brain behind a very scary mafia ring and she would have no problem slitting your throat if she needed to. Honestly, same for cat Eloise.

Lila looks like she’s in a commercial for depression medication. I’d like to think she’s happier than she appears!

I don’t know why it never occurred to me that Chip would be a ginger. But human Chip can get it.

It tickles me to no end that Lucy is wearing a shirt that has a lizard on it. She wants to be outside at all times and loves chasing squirrels and lizards around the backyard!

2) The great taper

I’m currently in the process of tapering off Lexapro. What?, you might be thinking. Little Miss Panics Whenever She Doesn’t Hear From Her Mom Within 5 Minutes?! YOU?! Simmer down. After discussing some of my recent anxiety episodes and struggles with my psychiatrist, she recommended that we try switching my meds. I am currently on a high dose of Lexapro (30 mg), which is not typically recommended by doctors. In some cases, it’s necessary and in my case, it definitely was. But my psychiatrist recommended trying Prozac instead, especially since it can be helpful for people with OCD, and we’re pretty sure I have that when it comes to my obsessive thought patterns. I am very nervous about this change because I’ve been on Lexapro for such a long time and the last time I stopped using it, my anxiety was through the roof. But I’m also ready to explore a new medication to see if it helps with my obsessive thoughts. Prozac also helps with social anxiety symptoms, so I’m looking forward to seeing if I notice any sort of difference in the way I feel in social situations. Currently, I’m finishing up this week of the 20mg dose. Next week, I will do a 10mg dose. And then… it’s Prozac time. Wish me luck!

3) The “finished” product

I never showed you guys the before-and-after of my tub refinishing project! This is the best part about being a renter: All I had to do was call my front office and tell them that my tub was peeling. They handled everything else! I was delighted with the finished product and for some reason, I didn’t realize that refinishing my tub also meant redoing the tile around the tub, so it looks brand new and so gorgeous!

4) Eloise turns 7!

Yesterday was Eloise’s birthday! She’s now 7 years old. I think I’ve talked about this perfect little angel enough on this blog, but here are seven things you should know about her:

She is a Velcro kitty. She wants to be near me at all times. She will sit right in front of my keyboard while I’m working or make me scoot over in my chair so she can sit next to me. She either sleeps between my legs or on top of my belly at night.
She tolerates her younger sister. There are times when I can tell that Eloise loves Lila, like how they’ll bump noses with each other if Lila has been hiding for a while. And she lets Lila groom her. But I wouldn’t say they have a sweet sister relationship. It’s more of necessary evil.
She has a very specific toy she goes crazy for. It’s this weird little toy in the shape of a piece of candy and she often bats it under the door of a closet, and whenever I rescue it, she will go nuts. I’ll hear her meowing like crazy in the bedroom as she bats it all around the room. There is no other toy she loves as much as this candy.
She’s not food-motivated. Sometimes when I shake the treat container and say, “Yum-yum time, Ellie!”, she’ll just stare at me from wherever she is curled up and not move a muscle. Or she’ll come to the table, take one look at the treats, and leave. CAN NOT RELATE.
She talks to me. Yes, she does! I’ll ask her a question and she’ll meow back at me. And then I’ll ask her another question and she’ll meow back. We have a lot of great conversations this way!
She’s my protector. She is always waiting for me when I get out of the shower or standing next to the tub when I’m taking a bath. She’s not sure what I’m doing in there, but she wants to make sure I’m safe. <3
She’s friendly with guests. While she still takes time to warm up to people (for example, she hid from Birchie, sigh), once she feels like enough time has passed, she’ll come out from her hiding spot and give my guests head butts and meows. Last night, Bri came over and Eloise was on her cutest behavior with her, giving her meows and tumbling all over her legs. She also stayed out in the living room the whole time! (Lila, on the other hand, hid under the couch the whole time and emerged mere minutes after Bri left.)

5) Weekend plans

I have a very fun weekend ahead of me! Today will be a low-key night in. I’m planning on making nachos and maybe finishing the YA romance I’m reading. Tomorrow is book club! Our activity is cheesy JCPenney photos. !!! We’re all wearing white t-shirts and jeans, and I am so excited to see how everything turns out, ha. We’ll also do brunch afterwards. And Sunday, I have a writing date with Mikaela in the morning and then a first date in the afternoon! Our plan is brunch and a bookstore date, which is the way to my heart. Fingers crossed it goes well. 🙂

Which AI human is your favorite? What are your weekend plans?

Categories: Recurring Series

One Photo Per Hour: Monday, April 21, 2025

6:33AM: It’s an early start to my day since I need to run errands before I start my workday. This is the first thing I see when I open the shower curtain after my shower. Eloise keeping watch on my bathroom counter! Gotta make sure Mom doesn’t drown herself doing this weird water ritual every other morning.

7:25AM: I’m finishing up breakfast (three scrambled eggs, sourdough toast, and coffee) and enjoying my NYT games. I get Wordle in 4, continue my streak with Connections (day 12 – my best streak is 18 days, which tells you how bad I am at that game ha), solve Strands with no hints needed, and get the Mini Crossword done in 1:40.

8:24AM: I’m at Publix! Yes, I’m trying not to shop at Publix, but I don’t really have time to run over to Trader Joe’s for groceries (and everything was closed on Sunday for Easter yesterday, which is when I typically do my grocery shopping). I get lots of good food for the week and spend $125.

9:22AM: It’s finally time to start working! (I very much value a flexible job where I don’t have to be at my desk at a specific time each morning.)

10:18AM: One of my coworkers stops by my cubicle to chat! I tell her how much I love her and she rubs herself all over my monitor. I’m sure your coworker interactions are similar.

11:48AM: I’m starving and ready for lunch, which is a Pub sub. Mmm! I use my brand-new reading stand that I impulse bought this weekend. I AM NOT PROUD OF THIS. But I really want to start reading while I eat (rather than scrolling Reddit forums) and this was a somewhat necessary purchase.

12:57PM: My coworkers are napping and I’m working. I’m trying to build a fancy spreadsheet to show capacity metrics for our content team, which I find oddly soothing and fun. I don’t know who I am anymore. I also work on meeting prep for some afternoon meetings I have.

1:39PM: Like my shirt? Stay salty and resist, friends! Nothing exciting is happening in this hour, aside from the 10-second panic I had that I was late for a meeting with one of my writers, but then I realized the meeting was at 2pm, not 1pm. Whew.

2:41PM: After my one-on-one meeting with my writer, I take a break before my next meeting. I take care of some tasks—putting in a maintenance request for some lightbulbs that need to be replaced in my apartment, dealing with a bill, and taking photos for an Instagram post. The time goes by very quickly!

3:00PM: I have a one-on-one with my boss and we have a very productive meeting, mostly discussing the capacity metrics I’ve been working on so we can justify opening up a few more writer roles in our department. There’s a lot of data that goes into decisions like this, and it all feels very scary to be the one in charge of it. I’m trying to work towards a more operational role this year, though, which means opening myself up to scary growth opportunities!

4:10PM: What’s the first thing I do when I realize all of my meetings are done for the day? I run over to my bathroom to pull up my hair in a messy bun, that’s what! I can’t stand having my hair down when I’m at home. I don’t know what it is, but it bothers me to no end, and I will just play with it obsessively. So it needs to be up (and in a bun because I will still play with it if it’s in a ponytail) and out of my way. Anyway, I spend the next hour after my meeting working on May assignments for our content department and clearing out my inbox.

5:37PM: After finishing up work for the day, I fold laundry and vacuum my bedroom… and then since I have a few minutes until I need to start making dinner, I plop myself down on the couch to play some games on my phone while listening to a podcast. Yesss! Eloise is snoozing in this cat scratching… bowl?… that I found at Homegoods in February. The cats go crazy for this thing! I will never understand how sleeping on a rough scratching pad feels good.

6:27PM: Cooking! It’s spaghetti night. This is the kind of spaghetti we always had growing up: a jar of spaghetti sauce mixed in with ground beef and then any kind of noodles we want. Typically, I go for spaghetti noodles, but tonight I felt like large shells.

7:10PM: I eat dinner while watching last week’s episode of The Floor. Why is this show so addictive?! Once I finish eating, I sit down on the couch to finish the episode while working on my latest coloring page.

8:52PM: Tapping away at the laptop! I’m responding to comments on my blog (hi, Tobia!), reading and commenting on blogs, and working on this post.

9:21PM: Finishing up a phone call with my mom. <3 You’ll noticed that I called her at 7:30PM and she did not call me back until nearly 9PM. Thankfully, she texted me after I called her that she was getting her nails done so I didn’t spend an hour and a half panicking that she was dead. Hooray!

10:49PM: Looks so comfortable, doesn’t it? I promise that it looks more uncomfortable than it really is. For some reason, I fall asleep faster and sleep more deeply when I have this crazy contraption on my face than when I do not. Anyway, it is time for bed. I am getting to bed SO LATE, considering I have an alarm set for 5:30AM tomorrow so I can go to a 6am spin class. I really need to figure out how to get to bed at a decent time, sigh.

What did you have for dinner on Monday? If you have long hair, do you keep it up or down during the day?

Categories: Recurring Series

TGIF (v. 74)

The high of my week was spending two days with my leadership team at an off-site meeting. To be honest, I was dreading this meeting because I wasn’t really sure what to expect and I was feeling very apprehensive about needing to be “on” for two full days. And that was tough! Tuesday was a 13-hour day for me that was filled with brainstorming sessions, making small talk with people, and being social. Wednesday was a little easier since the people who had flown in to Tampa had afternoon flights, so we finished up around 1pm. But it was also a really productive time where we got to air our grievances, figure out solutions to long-term issues we’ve been dealing with, and just commiserate with each other. And now I have some strategic goals to work on, which I’m looking forward to!

The low of my week was the news. Things are bad here in the United States and I’m starting to feel like I need a full week off from the news (which means a full week off from Instagram) because it all feels so dark and scary and I feel so helpless. We’re disappearing people off the streets and sending them to prisons in foreign countries—no due process, no way to communicate with their families. It’s horrifying. And it’s not going to stop here. It’s just going to get worse. (<– I feel so redundant saying all this, too, because I feel like I just keep repeating myself. Ugh.)

I’m currently reading three books. On audio, I’m nearly halfway through The Grey Wolf by Louise Penny, which I’m enjoying. I just keep thinking about how much I love Gamache and how I wish we had a leader in our country who was half as amazing as him. In print, I’m reading Icebreaker by Hannah Grace (romance) and while the book is not well-written at all, I can’t help but love it. I don’t feel smarter by reading it, but I do feel entertained. I’m also working my way through Bright Young Women by Jessica Knoll, which is our April book club pick. This was a selection I added to our jar, but people are not enjoying it, oof. My bad!

A Reel I loved was this very relatable video about how much we remember about a book after finishing it.

A podcast episode I enjoyed was Best Spouse/Worst Spouse Again on The Girl Next Door Podcast. While it was fun to laugh along as Kelsey and Erica grumbled about the annoying things their spouses do, it was also really sweet when they talked about the good things they do. It also made me think about the annoying things I probably do when I’m in a relationship, although I haven’t lived with someone since 2016 so I’m in for a rude awakening if that ever changes.

The best money I spent was on a few pairs of sandals to try on at home. I ordered two pairs of orthotic-style sandals that were less than $30 each and then an expensive pair of nicer sandals (Vionic, $125). I ended up really liking one of the orthotic sandals—good structure, great support for my high arches, and a cute style. I expected that the Vionic sandals would be my favorite, but they were actually a bit too big (I usually wear a size 7 and I’d need to size down to a 6.5, I think) so I couldn’t give them an honest review. Since I really liked the cheaper pair, I decided to save myself some money. (For now. It’s entirely possible these sandals won’t last long.)

My plans this weekend include not too much! I don’t have anything going on tonight. Tomorrow, I have a writing date with Mikaela and then game night with the fam. And Sunday is Easter! We’re not doing anything big, but will probably go out for breakfast.

What was the high of your week?

Categories: Recurring Series

Monday Morning Coffee Date

Let’s have a coffee date this morning! It’s Monday so we probably both need a larger-than-usual mug, huh? I’m sipping on a mocha, by the way.

If we were having coffee today… I’d talk about the Fight for Air Climb I did with my mom on Saturday! We climbed the Bank of America building in downtown Tampa. It has 42 floors or 914 steps. This climb was brutal. I wanted to quit at multiple points but my mom wouldn’t let me. She knew I would have been so disappointed in myself if I had given up, but oh man, did I want to. We took breaks frequently (probably on every floor, if I’m being honest). Floors 10-30 were the hardest to get through because there were so many flights to go, the end wasn’t anywhere in sight, and that’s when my back started to hurt. I had this searing pain from my right hip down my leg, and it made the climb so painful for me. It would have been hard enough without this additional pain, so thanks a lot, body. On floor 31, there was a stop-off point with volunteers handing out water and a few chairs to sit and take a break, and I didn’t realize how much I needed that. (There was also a stop-off point on floor 15, but it was empty.) The volunteers were so encouraging, and they gave me that extra push I needed to get through the next 11 floors. Being able to sit for a few minutes also seemed to help my back pain. We stopped every two floors in the last section, and I would take a break until my heart rate had come down a bit (the highest it got was 171 bpm, but it was regularly over 160 bpms after climbing two floors; I waited until my heart rate was down to the 140s to start climbing again). Was it fun? Not a bit. Am I glad I finished? Absolutely. Would I do it again? Nope.

If we were having coffee today… I’d excitedly announce that my mom and I booked our flight to London! There was a great deal on flights last week and we couldn’t resist. We will spend the first week of October in London and I’m so excited! Ultimately, we nixed the idea of doing a London/Paris trip because I felt like it could be a little anxiety-inducing for me with all the extra traveling back and forth between the countries. This way, we have plenty of time in London to enjoy all it has to offer. I’m also really excited to work with my friend Amber to plan this trip because she’s an expert on international travel and I know she’ll be able to put together an itinerary that makes sense. (I put together a loose itinerary since I do like that aspect of travel planning, but I’m going to have her handle the logistical details—finding us a centrally located hotel, booking tours/excursions, finding restaurants for us, helping us with public transportation, and just making sure our itinerary is logical.) It will be really nice not to worry about those details. Let the countdown begin!

If we were having coffee today… I’d tell you that I had my first Aldi experience last weekend! First, I would have to pull out my keys to show you the cutest keychain that Sarah sent me! It’s a little pouch for quarters! I immediately added a few quarters to the pouch and hooked it onto my keychain so I would be ready for my shopping experience. My first visit was an interesting one, but I was pretty pleased to get a whole cart of groceries for $60! There are some things that Aldi doesn’t stock so I’m not going to be able to fully boycott places like Publix or Target. (For example, I still need to use Target for toiletries and will need to use Publix for things like my specific low-sugar oatmeal, high-protein shakes, and the Waterloo seltzer I love.) But I like the idea of using Publix to stock up on these items when they go on BOGO sale while using Aldi as my main grocery store. It means putting a little more effort into my grocery shopping than I’m used to, but that’s a small price to pay.

If we were having coffee today… I’d tell you all about my plans for my reading retreat, which starts on Wednesday! I am really looking forward to this retreat, even though I am not looking forward to the prospect of getting both cats into their carriers. Ellie is easier than Lila, but I’m already dreading it. Anyway, I have a whole stack of books ready to go. I have an audiobook cued up to listen to during my non-eyeballs-reading time. I have my food/snack ideas lined up. I’m in the process of making an itinerary for Thursday and Friday to ensure I get in the reading time I’m aiming for. It’s going to be a good time!

If we were having coffee today… I’d admit that I’m really nervous about getting follow-up bloodwork at the end of this month. It’s nearly time to re-test my A1C and glucose to see if the changes I’ve made to my diet over the last three months have brought down those numbers to a normal range. If not, I will be officially diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and have to go on medication. And while I know genetics can play a role in a diabetes diagnosis, I really hope that the changes I’ve made to my diet and lifestyle since January will move the needle in the right direction. I have a lot of anxiety about getting yet another medical diagnosis added to my health record, and I just want this one thing to work out for me. Yes, I know it’s not the end of the world if I’m diagnosed with diabetes. I know it is not a punishment and it does not mean I have failed as a human. But I just really do not want to deal with all of the shit that comes with something like this—the treatment, the doctor’s appointments, the extra medications, the expense. So any good vibes you can send my way will be greatly appreciated.

If we were having coffee today… I’d tell you that I have hope for the first time since early November. First, there was Cory Booker and his 25-hour speech on the Senate floor. I am amazed at his stamina, his ability to be coherent for so many hours, and the fact that he had actual words prepared for every minute he was up on the floor. We needed this as a society. Then, there was the Wisconsin Supreme Court race and nothing filled me with more glee than knowing Elon had lost millions of dollars on this race. We had our own election in Florida and while Republicans won those seats, the margins were so much closer than they had been in November. I didn’t expect to win those seats so it wasn’t a surprise to me (Florida is very much a red state; please remember this!), but it does give me hope for the future. Can we turn purple for the mid-terms? I really hope so.

What would you tell me during our coffee date?