Loving… cooler weather! It’s been in the upper 60s in the morning and evenings and low 80s during the day. I am loving it! Hello, Florida Fall. We’ve been waiting for you.

Loathing… the fact that my old apartment complex is charging me for a carpet replacement. It’s a $400 charge and I’m just rather annoyed about it. I thought that’s what my pet deposit was for, but apparently, what I paid was a pet fee, not a deposit. A fee is simply the price to keep a dog in the apartment, a deposit goes toward damages. Isn’t that absurd? I’ve never, ever had to pay for pet damages in an apartment, so I’m quite peeved and really happy to tell everyone I know to never, ever rent from this complex.

Reading… The Ramblers by Aidan Donnelley Rowley. I’m reviewing it for TLC Book Tours and I have about 50 pages left. It’s really, really good and I’m just in love with the way the author writes.

Watching… season five of Gilmore Girls! I have heard that it’s the last great season of the show, so I’m a little nervous about what seasons six and seven hold. I don’t think I’ll finish the series before the four-episode special comes out, but it’ll be better, I think, because I can finish season seven and jump right into the special! I’m also re-watching The Office, and it’s just as fantastic as I remember it.

Anticipating… two date nights with my lady friends. Tonight, I’m going to see Girl On the Train with a group of coworkers friends and then tomorrow, I’m meeting up with Former Roomie, Bri, for a night of mini-golf and dinner. I am stoked for these next two nights of good, old-fashioned girl time. My soul needs it!

Thinking about… switching back to glasses after a few years of contacts. I love wearing contacts, but I keep having eye irritation as a result of wearing them. I get the irritation right after I put in a new pair (something about the solution the contact lens comes soaked in must not react well to my eyes…), so it’s not from improper contact usage. The irritation is really quite painful, and I’m thinking about giving my eyes a break from contacts for a while.

Needing… an actual weekend with zero plans. Lately, my weekends have been jam-packed and full of things to do, people to see. It’s a little overwhelming for this introvert! I try to keep my weekend plans to a minimum because I really enjoy lazy, low-key weekends at home. Hopefully, I can carve out time for a planless weekend soon!

What are you currently loathing, reading, and anticipating?

Loving… the packing process. I don’t love a lot of parts about moving, but I do love to pack. Is that weird? I just find something soothing about packing up my life. I can carefully categorize everything and sort my things into their proper boxes. I can toss things I haven’t used since I moved in and make sure what I am bringing to my new home are things I use and love. My big plan this weekend is to pack, pack, pack and I am really looking forward to it. Now, who wants to hire me to pack up their life? I’m game!

Loathing… spending money. I knew I would have to spend a good chunk of money on necessities for my new place. When I moved in with Roomie, she brought everything and I… brought my bed, my dresser, and my TV. Oh, and a blender. So, I made a list of the things I absolutely, no-bones-about-it needed the minute I moved into my new place. Things like plates and bowls and silverware. And mixing bowls and measuring cups and pots and pans. I took trips to IKEA, T.J. Maxx, and Target this past weekend and spent a ton of money, and it hurt. Even though everything I bought was something I needed, there’s just something I hate about spending money. It just annoys me. Ah, well. It can’t be helped!

Reading… Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. I’m finally on book five! Hooray! Book five is probably my least favorite in the series, mostly due to Dolores Umbridge. God, she is the worst, isn’t she?

Watching… very little TV lately. Maybe I’m preparing myself for life without cable, haha! I’m only watching Big Brother and MasterChef right now. Of course, I was all about the Olympics (mostly the gymnastics and the swimming) when it was on, so I guess I’m just being selective about what I’m watching. My nights have been spent doing work and my weekends have been jam-packed, so there hasn’t been a ton of lounging around lately!

Anticipating… my first *actual* fantasy football draft! I’ve played fantasy football for a few years, but only with my brother so it’s not real fantasy football. I’m playing with 13 other coworkers and I’m only one of three females, so I have to represent! This afternoon is our draft party, and I’ve been studying up as much as I can so I can dominate this draft. Wish me luck!

Thinking about… my upcoming social media and blogging break. I am ready for it, but also worried. Social media and blogging can be such a great distraction for me, and I may need the distraction with my transition from living with a roommate in Tampa to living alone in St. Pete. But it will also be good for me to sit with my thoughts and feelings, even when they’re uncomfortable. (But don’t fault me if I pop in once or twice with a blog post. Writing is my therapy!)

Needing… some extra hours in the day. I wish I was one of those people who could survive on very little sleep. It would help me to get more done! I guess I just need to hone my time management skills.

What are you currently loving, loathing, and anticipating?

Loving… generosity (and saving money). Last night, I picked up a TV stand and TV from a coworker who is moving. Since these were two items I will need soon for my new apartment, I was more than happy to take these items off her hands! I also came home with a bag full of clothes last weekend, after spending time with my mom. She was getting rid of some of her clothes, and since we’re the same size, she let me take a peek and see if there was anything I wanted. It’s like getting an entirely new wardrobe since everything I wore to work this week was from her closet! Thanks, Mom!

Loathing… summer. I want to love summer, I really do, but it’s so damn hot and humid. I start sweating within a few minutes of being outside, and I just want to spend as little time as possible outside. But also, the sunshine feels good on my skin and I love being outside on a beautiful day. So it’s truly a lose-lose situation.

Reading… Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire! This is my favorite book of the series, and I feel so happy rereading it. I can’t wait to watch the movie when I finish it!

Watching… Master of None. I started this show a few weeks ago and have been watching episodes here and there. It’s really, really good. The acting can be hit or miss, but I kinda like it. It feels more real and true to life. And I like that it touches on social issues in a heartwarming way.

Anticipating… my birthday cruise… which is still 19 weeks away (but who’s counting). I am so excited to get away for a week, but it’s so far away! I definitely need to plan for a little staycation between now and then because I haven’t taken any time off since my short weekend cruise in March. I am well overdue!

Thinking about… how precious life is. This past week, at the bike trail right next to my work, an early-morning biker ran into a downed live power line and died. This person was just out for a morning bike ride, getting exercise, and tragedy happens. It’s so terrifying. Life is so fragile, so precious. We only get this one life to live, this one chance here on earth. It’s scary how quickly, how tragically, a life can end. A person who had a beating heart and a family and a life and dreams and hopes and goals… just gone. Forever. The finality of death takes my breath away.

Needing… a quiet weekend. This weekend will be semi-quiet. I have a few plans, but it will mostly be a weekend for rest and catching up on life. I’m hoping next weekend will be even quieter, though. Is there anything better than a lazy, do-nothing weekend? This highly sensitive introvert says no!

What are you currently loving and loathing?

loving… all the rain we’ve been getting thanks to the recent tropical storm that passed us by

reading… Bad Feminist by Roxane Gay

watching… American Ninja Warrior (my guilty pleasure show!)

anticipating… a trip to the dog beach this weekend

realizing… how much better I feel when I don’t try to carry my burdens all on my own shoulders (duh)

drinking… more water than soda and having clearer sinuses because of it (!!)

feeling… a lot of excitement when I think about the future and how magical it is to have this open slate to do and be whatever and whomever I want

happy… that Dutch seems to be having his healthiest year in a long time (no vet visits, aside from planned comprehensive exams, since October!)

wanting… to replace my bedside table with hanging shelves after seeing Jess Lively’s bedside “table” on one of her vlogs

exercising… daily and having a lot of fun with it (focusing on intentional movement rather than hardcore daily workouts helps)

hoping… to finish my novel by the end of the year (I can do it, right?!)

wondering… if I want to take a social media and blogging break in August or not (probably yes for social media, but not sure about blogging)

buying… a few new pairs of work pants, since all of my current work pants are literally coming apart at the seams (I love new clothes, but man, I hate the expense of it)

experimenting… with some new recipes, which is sometimes a success (like mini BBQ cheddar meatloaves!) and sometimes a failure (like pesto chicken)

What are you currently reading, wanting, and anticipating? 

Loving… having a fuller bank account due to my no-buy challenge! So far, the challenge hasn’t been all that difficult and actually kinda fun. And, let’s be honest, looking at my bank account and seeing I have enough money now to pay the bills I was going to pay with my next paycheck? That’s pretty amazing. (Full review to come next week!)

Loathing… the fact that my nighttime congestion is back. I had a few weeks of reprieve in April, but for reasons I can’t explain, I’m back to waking up in the middle of the night with a completely clogged nose. Is anyone else as sick of hearing about my congestion as I am with dealing with it? Ugh.

Reading… Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban and, of course, loving it so, so much. I can’t believe I waited five whole years to reread this series. And there is soooo much I forgot. Reading the book and then watching the corresponding movie ties it all together so nicely, too.

Watching… Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt! I’m only five episodes into the second season (because I’m terrible at binge-watching), but I totally love it. It’s ridiculous and over the top, and I typically don’t like shows that have that kind of comedy, but there’s something about Ellie Kemper. She has my heart.

Anticipating… our belated Mother’s Day celebration this week. My mom was out of town last weekend, so we couldn’t celebrate together, so we’re all getting together on Sunday and I can’t wait!

Frustrated… with dating. I’m taking a break from the apps for now because as much as I desire love and want to be in a relationship, I’m not sure if I want to find it because I swiped right on a face. Dating feels so impersonal now, you know? It makes me long for the days of simpler, less technologically-based dating.

Feeling… anxious about the future. I feel less present in my life because I’m spending so much time worrying about the future and all I want from it. And sometimes, my thoughts turn super dark when I start worrying about the people I love dying – Dutch, my mom, my brother, my stepdad, my grandpa, friends, etc. My mind has not been a super fun place to be lately, is what I’m saying.

Planning… on having book club at my pool this month! I am so excited for some brunch faves, free-flowing mimosas, girl talk, sunshine, and pool time. Sign me up!

What are you currently reading, anticipating, and frustrated with?